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Monday, December 26, 2011

女の、あの人/ 女人。那个人

也许真的以为能心如止水
再也不要触动那些复杂的情感

却还是忍不住
看着身旁的人 
冷的时候 有外套披上
重包包有人提
过马路的时候有人牵
当然,做这些事情,一个人也可以。

在特别的节日里 还是希望有个特别的人陪伴你渡过
没有玫瑰花 没有礼物 没有烛光晚餐 只要那个人 就够了

曾经,在婚纱店里询问个人专辑的资讯
谈到服装的时候,我就指定:
我一定要穿白纱!一定要!
老板笑笑对我说:
你结婚的时候就可以穿了啊!现在还年轻穿晚装吧~
我说:
都不懂有没有那么一天。。。

不是开玩笑。我是很认真的。
因为几段失败的感情,我觉得好挫败。甚至害怕。
是我的问题吗?还是,我还没有遇到对的人?

在好多心动的时刻,经过一再分析审查试探过后,
如果没有得到想要到的回应,
就只能停留在原地,遥远地看着,再也不敢向前一步。
试图说服自己:他不适合你。
却又隐藏不了那加速的心跳,
还有压抑在内心深处的对白:
我还想再见你。

努力让自己长大 变成熟
甚至要把头发染回深色
就因为喜欢 老实又成熟的男人
成熟的男人所向往的 却又是贤妻良母型的女人
不管我怎么努力长大 论举止 论年龄 论资历 我还是个小女孩
就算我觉得自己已经有欧巴桑的思想

真的好为难。


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曾经我觉得女人不一定需要婚姻。
可是后来发现,没有婚姻,女人的人生就不完全了。
当你的父母不在了,当你的朋友都有自己的家庭了,
你有了事业,有了金钱,却没有了白头偕老的人。
那真的是孤独终老了 。
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温馨提醒,我今年22岁,还剩5天。
我的愿望,就是找到能够牵着我的手进入教堂,
到生命的尽头,也不会放开的
那个人。

Sunday, December 18, 2011

I'm Employed!

I finally got my first official job! Since a year ago, there are thousands of people ask me:
"How's your job? Have you start working?" bla bla bla
I was like: "erm, I'm still working as freelancer and  .... " *speechless*
Now, I can say it out loud, I'm Officially EMPLOYED. LOL, like I've stroke a fortune.


So here I am, after my first week of new job. How do I feel about it? Basically I think I have nice collegues for now.

Saturday, November 26, 2011

I want to BLOG!!!!

I want to BLOG!!!


I have so many things to SHARE!!!


 But I got NO TIME!!!!!!!



I'm TooooOOO buSY~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!


I just back from work.
And now have just completed my song editing stuffs.
And later I'm gonna rush for the I GOT TALENT competition held by my church group ...
Then Then Then... I have finish practicing my Dance! Die.

Oh So much thing is awaiting for me...
but why my pocket is still so empty...
Awww...



A picture of Coco.
After my toe was bitten by her.

Coco: I'm a BAD Dog.


Yes I know But I still ❤ you.

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Long Way Home @ I wanna see HOPE

Bekok, my parent's hometown. A peaceful small village.

My family and I used to spend our Chinese New Year with the our grandparents and the whole big family in this small wooden house.
Sky is always bluerer and grass is always greener at the village!

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

David Garette Private Showcase in Singapore!

  For the first time in my lifetime, I won myself something from a lucky draw! It's a pair of  "David Garrett Private Showcase in Singapore" tickets. How excited is that!

   Actually I don't won it entirely by my own. I was asking for help from a friend who work in Singapore, and he is so kind to help me to SMS to the Singapore Radio Channel to grab a chance to win the tickets.

  2 days before the concert, I got no news from my friend. Sigh, as expected, I got no luck!
But still, I prayed to God, I told HIM how much I wanted to go for this concert... And ...
TADA! Here I am, at the concert! Got a SMS from my friend a day before the concert, that I have won the tickets! Thanks GOD!!!

  In disbelief, I immediately called my ex-bandmate AKA University friend Jeffrey whether he is free on the next day for the concert. His reply: I'm going to take half day leave for the concert! (He is a fan of orchestra concert!)
Anyway this is a Crossover(Mixture of Classical and Pop) Concert from David Garrett!


Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Old Leaf Taste Nicer

Girls are changing their mind, their favorite,
like every second ...
No matter on Food, Clothes, Make Up or Guys.

As for me,
There's not much changes about my taste on food.
I'm just crazily in love with sweet stuffs,
I need high sugar intake due to my low stamina and energy
and the constantly Mood Swing
And I hate coffee
that's why Chocolate, Cake and Ice Cream
are the alternatives to keep myself awake
and do things efficiently


Appreciation lunch for Glory Learning Centre, Full Gospel Church

Yogurt Ice Cream, J.C.O


Monday, July 25, 2011

♥Kiss me Heroine Make Series♥

During the trip at Taiwan,
I happened to passby some warehouse sales of cosmetic product.
There were tons of cosmetic items on crazy sales 
included famous Japanese brand like Dolly Wink, Kiss me etc...
I was so tempted to get the Dolly Wink product previously! 
But due to its still-not-cheap price after sales, I decided to get Kiss Me Heroine Make series instead.



So I got myself the Volume & Curl Mascara and Liquid Eyeliner for 299twd each!
(It sold Rm40 at Msia I think? So not much cheaper also actually ... )

Friday, July 15, 2011

†I'm Reborn.The Baptism.†

Today is the day. 26/6/2011, 
the day my sis, Yiling and I reborn.
The day we are going to be baptized, and become dear Father Lord's children.
It was a  wonderful experience. The camp, the talk, the course, and the ceremony.

When we just arrived. Change into white robe.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

New Restaurant & Cafe in Johor Jaya!


Woot! There's another new restaurant opened just next to Season, 
after the grand opening of The Toast.
It's Baystreet 66!

It looks kinda classy from the outside view.
I wonder how does the food taste like? 
Let's go check it out!

Friday, July 1, 2011

Cough Medicine

Super girl like me have been infected by flu and cough,
from my Papa Mama! 
o(T________T)o


Aiseh.
I have to eat medicine right.
Here you go, my medicine!



Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Make Up review/Fashion Diary/Outing. Tired post =.=

This iz the 1st Make up review I had.
Reasons: 1)Lazy. 2)Me make up noobie.
So Just do this for FUN!
It's also my "once in a decade" applying eye shadow!
Reasons: It's troublesome. It is not obvious, doesn't do much for the overall make up. I easily make my eyes look like just being beaten up. (0__0)
But yeah. I'm doing it, purely for fun. LOL. Still not willing to apply the eyeliner.
Hell yeah it's so troublesome to apply, and to REMOVE!!!
I almost looks like a nanny whose eyes are full with wrinkle(After rubbing so hard to get rid of the black liquid)
while I trying so hard to remove the stupid eyeliner
and yet, I still look like a panda.
Terrifying.


This is what we called: Without MAKE Up. A real one. Not those still with "Enlargement Lens"on punya cheat-without-make-up-photo. But got touch up abit la. Else later u heart attack. Frightened. LOL.


So today, I'm using my usual foundation powder + blusher + Lipstick + mascara(rare guest too) + My new FAV eyebrow mascara.
Left: Kate eyeshadow, Kiss me Mascara, Eyebrow Mascara, Lip and Cheek Tint,Fasio Make up remover.         Below:I-enhancer Contact lens.
Today main lead is, TADA!
Eyebrow mascara.
I instantly fall in love with the it after the first try with Heavy Rotation eyebrow mascara.
So I bought this little cute thing from Naris Up, Brows Up eyebrow Mascara, From Taiwan!
I get the lightest shade because I wanna create the Japanese Gyaru Feel~ Hoho.
And it's not easy to apply. 
I'm not sure whether is my skill problem or...
I hardly can apply it on my "eyebrow", I applied on my "skin" instead!
LOL. 
So you can see that my eyebrow is not totally bleached. T_T

 


Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Friday, June 17, 2011

New Blog Title, New me

I come up with this new blog title 
after coming back from first day of my baptism camp.
The camp inspired me about this new title.
Since I always wanted to be a pianist, I can be a pianist when I'm in heaven too.
Imagine how beautiful will that be...
Surrounding with angels and holy voices ...
I'm going to lead a new life, with Jesus.
I'm going to reborn and become a new person.
Old Jiayi has gone.
New Jiayi is going to lead a spiritual and fruitfulness new life.
Walking with God.
No more pain, no more struggle, no more hatred. 

Sunday, June 5, 2011

Converse Warehouse Sale

I saw this banner about the Converse warehouse sales somewhere near my neighbourhood,
I immediately grab my cell group member to this warehouse sales!

Arrived @ 7.50pm on the 1st day.
We were startled looking at the big crowd in front of the warehouse!
I wonder why there are so many peoples are wandering outside.


 

Then I found out that NOBODY is allowed to entering ANYMORE?!
It's because that they will be closing the shop @ 9pm and currently there're around 200,300 peoples inside. LOL!


Monday, May 30, 2011

集点换购活动 Gift Redemption Programme

话说,我最近超哈集点换购活动的,动力是:满足感,优越感。囧
I was so Crazy in love with Gift Redemption Programme recently, Seems like I can get some sense of achievement and satisfaction from it. LOL.

上个月,逛THE STORE 时不小心瞄到一只摆在摊子上的喵喵,好像要集不懂多少个点就能以Rm1.90 换购了。
When I was shopping at THE STORE last month, a KITTY caught my attention. I need to accumulate points to get it with RM1.90.


调查了一下,要25点,一点30元。( = o = )'''
Rm30 x 25 = 750大元。我的上帝。
不过指定商品也有加送一点。
So, it need a total of 25 points, You have to spend Rm30 for each point.
Means total you have to spent RM750, O.M.G.
There's bonus stamp for purchasing certain item too.



所以不管三七二十一,拖着全家大小~有什么粮食,需要不需要的,都到那买!
(其实我们家是Giant的忠实顾客,便宜嘛)
结果特地选购指定商品,总换得来,也只有区区3、4点。
沮丧啊。\(╯-╰)/ 
So I just drag my family and buy whatever we need (or no need) at THE STORE.
(We usually shop at GIANT, cheapest supermarket in town.)
But I just manage to get 3,4 points...
Disappointment...

到最后,干脆就站在收银处,问问哥哥姐姐,
"你们的点数贴纸还要不要,可以施舍给我吗?"
这个需要相当的勇气。还有厚脸皮。
给我这个内向的人,算是很大的尝试了。
集到了14点。我已经无力了。
脸皮被削的很薄了。︸_︸
打算就放弃了吧~
In the end, I give up my pride, waiting in front of the cashier, and ask from the gor gor jie jie,
whether they need the stamp, if don't want then give me lor thankyou.
Manage to collect 14 stamps.
Feel strength-less already.
My face very thin one OK?
Such a big challenge for me, I need LOTSA courage to do this kind of thing. LOL.
Decided to give up =(



怎么知道,这个动力延续到了台湾。
7-eleven有小叮当风扇换购活动。只要10点,每点66台币!这个容易多了。
所以4天的行程,我告诉同行的林佩宜, “我们3餐都吃7-eleven好不好?”
到最后,当然是遭他白眼咯....   ( 。__ 。)
Who knows, There's a same kind of programme held @ 7-Eleven in Taiwan!
We need to collect 10 stamps, cost 66 TWD each, to redeem a Doraemon Fan! This one is easier.
So I suggest to Lim Pui Yee:
"Dear, we had our all 3 meal @ 7-Eleven Ok?"
Of course she rejected me. T_T


Monday, May 23, 2011

Wear pretty without costing a bomb, sales item!

I am writing this post while waiting to book my bangkok trip with AirAsia Rm 0.10 SALE!
It's the 6th hour. Lolx.





Super HOT red sandal, From Vincci. It's on Sale! Rm20++ only!!

In love with Little Chicken @ First Sight. Rm20 from KSL Shopping Mall.


Monday, May 9, 2011

The Toast

Recently, there's a very HOT cafe around my living area, Tmn Johor Jaya,
The Toast desu!

Since the grand opening, the cafe is crowded of people everyday. 
EVERYDAY.
What so attractive about it?
Out of curiosity, I went to check it out with my family, 

(I realized that I forgot to take the photo of the sign bord. =_=)

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Rio 2011

The very "first" Movie trip with Mummy along!
I think Madagascar 1 is the last movie we watched together... LOL


Fully prepared!

(师奶本色=X)In the end we still eat popcorn more than the snacks XD

See Toh Xiao Mui camwhoring~


Rio is a place, not the bird's name. LOL.



 The story is roughly about:

Rainy May


Heavy rain pouring outside, and I still have to work.
Play around with my S95 to calm my mood... while driving 
(Kids please dont learn! Jiejie is experienced! =X)




♪Rain drops are falling on my head♪
♪They keep falling♪

3 May 2011
Kinda ❤ my outfit today.
Although my bottom looks bulky =X
*Sorry for the dirty mirror. Oops.*

❤ This angle wei
My fingers look so NAIS ~ ~ ~

4 May 2011

Oh yea, I cleaned the mirror! Ya, I admit, same pant. lol.


Love taking photo with this angle. Syok.
The bag Ima using now. My old bag finally break down after heavy use by me. FYI, this bag provided by my Mum, which got more compliment than any bags of mine. What so good about this square black box? T_T
This little pink monster very Q hor? Given by my little sis. A little Deco on this dull bag only match my style ma... lol.




Recent Food I ate:

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Randomz March

The first thing that comes to my mind when I open my blog,
"Walau, this song damn Emo one ... (first song played in my blog: B Rossette)"
"But I liked it. The violin so damn Nice! I always wanted to learn violin."
"I'm forbidden to learn it since secondary school. Cuz I have to focus on Piano!"
"Sad."


Ok. I feel so Random now. I wanted to talk something random here.
Just Randomz!


Wednesday, March 2, 2011

我的人生, I believe I can.

我的人生
是自由的
什么样的人生
都由我自己作主


我的人生
冒险的 艰辛的
没有榜样
没有指引
全靠自己摸索一片天
自己的决定 自己负责

走对了 是我的
走错了 还是我的

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

2011 Wish List =Full of ♥♥♥=

Now I realised My birthday is One week Away~
Aw... I seriously don't want to get Older...
Boooooooooooo~
I'm going to be 22 Man!
I wanna stay 18, Can ah?
=P


Sunday, January 2, 2011

Shopaholic's Diary: KSL City Shopping Mall

Finally,
there's a new shopping mall opened in our boring Johor Bahru town!!!
Let's welcome KSL City Shopping Mall!
which located exactly opposite of our old Holiday Plaza.
Big contrast eh? Unfair to the old building lar ... =P


Well, I've do a lot of research on this shopping mall before I go.
There's some special info that I got from the forum,
which the most popular topic is about it's super lame carpark design and unorganized shop lot design.
I will show you how "lame" the carpark is in the picture below.

Other than that, A lot of shoppers commented that our so called"5 star shopping mall" turn out to be a 1 star budget shopping mall centre, which is lower standard than Jusco Tebrau City.
Lol. Never mind, I will find it out for you.



I went there one week after it's grand opening.
The shopping mall still crowded with people on weekdays.
Pictures will tell the story =)



Nice interior.