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Thursday, October 28, 2010

优种男人


"有时候 想分享的事情
顿了一顿 觉得你可能不会明白 所以就作罢了
就像很多时候你跟我说的事情 我也不明白一样"




有着初恋般 爱玩爱闹可爱情侣的感觉
纯纯羞涩的 不管明天会发生什么事 只要在一起就好了的
那种心情 那般傻劲
已经不适合用在现在的我身上

变得现实了...
变得贪心了... ...


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曾经想过
我要嫁个怎样的男人
要跟怎样的男人过我的下半辈子

他一定要大过我
大我很多的那种
成熟稳重
有自己的事业
可以不帅 可是一定要有智慧的优秀的男人
能够代替我父亲
带领我 保护我 教导我的
让我有安全感的一个男人




也可能
我就用我的下半辈子
呆在罗马
独自居住 过我的一个人的精彩
邂逅不同的男人
帅的 有魅力的
过了就忘了的
直到遇到一个对的人







很早之前我就知道门当户对很重要
就庆幸我自己不是富家女
要不然选择又少了

现在的女生 很可怜
不断地让自己进步
高学历 高职位
漂亮又有智慧
却落得败犬的下场
是不是这社会上的优种男人越来越少了?





End:
有时候 胡闹久了 谈的话题好没有意义 甚至是浪费时间
that's what we meant, “Crap”
废话少讲 那是了解彼此的调味料 不是主菜
对增进感情 作用不大
两个人在一起 总要来个智慧性的谈话 至少是有意义的
或者 也许 根本没有共同的话题吧

跟一些音乐爱好友 谈谈彼此对音乐的看法
或者是大学老友 谈谈自己以后的目标和理想
总会让自己很开心 很满足
就是那种感觉
好喜欢那种感觉... ...


Tuesday, October 19, 2010

The CURSE

So all the 3 months curse is caused by me?

Now I know it =(

I was so passionate n active for the first few month.
Not until 3 months later.
I will get really sick for facing the same people continuously for 3 months.
No passion no patience no love NOTHING other than bored and some irritation.

I'm bad.
When you just fully explore someone, you will get bored.
Is it true?
When there's nothing for you to discover
you look for next target...( I not yet that level lol)

Is that a curse?
Or just a psychic side of me?
I hate myself being like this
hurting people and hurting myself

And there's something always on my mind, wondering how is it possible for those couple to be in a relationship for 1 year, 2 year, 5 years, 10 years or even enter marriage
That's sound so impossible mission for me since I get bored of one individual within 3 months.

I try so hard to fix it fix it fix it lorrr...
My heart has been telling me
let him go, let him go


How I hope I can have a long lasting, sweet relationship.
And now i realize that's too greedy to ask for it?
Am I suppose to be a player and change target time by time.
Nop, definitely no for me.
I rather to be single in that case.

God, change me. Change my heart.
I wanna get happiness.
I don't want to end up being alone.
=.=

-我没资格谈恋爱-





爱好自由,贪图新鲜,爱慕虚荣的我
不是一味地讨好和温柔
能满足的

Sunday, October 17, 2010

我讨厌你

我讨厌我们像两条平行线
永远无法交会

我讨厌我们生在两个世界
思想上存在好大的差异

我讨厌你把我的思绪搞混
把我好好的生活弄得乱七八糟

我讨厌我混乱的思绪
把我的生活搞得一团糟

我讨厌你说的话
让我越来越后退

我讨厌你天真的以为
只要努力就能忘记所有的不适合

我讨厌你的举动
让我越来越没信心

我讨厌 为什么让我遇见你
为什么要让我混乱 凭什么要让我难过 凭什么给我一线希望
然后 害怕所有的一切 在以后的哪一天 又会消失

我讨厌你对我好
要是你对我不好的那一天 我会恨你
我真的会恨你

我讨厌你!!!


Friday, October 15, 2010

I ♥ SubZero

Just to share with you the latest T shirt series from Subzero.
Casual yet lovely!








Quote of the day: “一直想要拉近我们的距离,是我错了。”



Monday, October 11, 2010

It's not that easy 没那么简单

我想一个人 静静地离开 到一个好远的地方去
不管生活多苦多难 是好是坏 都是自己的选择
我自私 我不想背负责任 不想背负期望
我只想 没有压力 没有谴责 没有牵累别人地过日子
I wanna leave. far away from here.
No matter how tough the life will be
Good or Bad
is my own choice.
I'm selfish.
I don't wanna bear any responsibility or hope
I wanna be free
free from any condemnation and pressure
and free from became somebody's burden.

我很差劲
不管做什么决定都好像是错的
因为全世界都在否定
尤其是我最亲的家人
I'm a loser
As if every decision of mine is wrong
Because it's like I've denied by the whole world
especially my closest family



不被祝福的爱情
很辛苦
因为这个世界 不只有我们2个人
做夹心人的我 身心疲惫
我不知道该如何是好
被否定的当儿 我无法反驳
因为 他们说的都是对的
也许 嫁户好人家
就是他们最大的安慰了

The relationship that's not blessed by others
is tough to maintain
That's not only 2 of us in this world
Being a middle man is exhausting.
I can't retort when my statement is denied.
Because they are correct.
They just want me to marry a good guy,
and it will be their greatest pleasure.

我要的生活 被认为没有前途
可是我何尝不想有个完美的计划
来策划我美好的将来
让自己能够开心地工作 却也能存钱制造美好的将来
我知道自己自私
老大不小了没给家用 还白吃白住
我也很烦恼 我也很愧疚 我也很自责
却找不到两全其美的方法
The life that I wanted
it means no future, to them
I want a perfect life plan
I wish to happily work and save plenty of money for my future as well
I know I'm selfish
Still being a freeloader when I'm such a BIG gal now.
I'm guilty I'm troubled
But there's no way I can found as a perfect plan for me


背负着责任和谴责 让我很无助 很彷徨
我真的不知道该怎么办了
好辛苦 好难过
The responsibility The condemnation
Really exhaust me
The sorrow The depress


我好想付清所有的债务
金钱上的 人情上的
独自一个人 远走高飞
不再当别人的负担 别在为别人而活
I wish that I can clear off all the debt
money debt ... debt of gratitude
I wanna leave
somewhere far from here
I don't wanna be somebody's burden
or live for somebody anymore


is hard

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

I just can't let u go

I know I'm selfish
being such a COWARD facing all the uncertainty of the future
I'm so weak to overcome my fear
My destiny
My past
And suck to verify my feelings

I don't speak
I think
And I see monochrome scene for our future

Everytime I decided to give it up
I just fail to do so
I'm such a loser
Cause I can't decide

I know someday I will belong to the sea
But not now
I'm an ice
But I love fire
I rather to being burned and melted into water
Than fell into the warm embrace of th esea

I love adventure
I love sparks
I want romantic
Now I know that I'm not a young innocent girl ANYMORE
Traditional technique just can't satisfy me

Such an idiotic woman