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Tuesday, November 24, 2009



没有人不知道我讨厌烟。。。
可是
其实我讨厌的是二手烟

曾经听吸烟的朋友说过
抽烟的味道
就好像吃着薄荷糖
凉凉得很舒服
根本不像二手烟那么臭


能麻痹神经
能提神
能解愁
就像强效巧克力一样
能让你感到兴奋 开心
让你排解寂寞 忧愁

如果我从巧克力 进阶到 抽烟
会有怎样的后果?

别人会不开心
可是 也许我会开心

如果当初单纯的我
被骗去吸烟的话
现在应该会是烟瘾最重的那个吧?

幻想一下
寂寞的时候抽抽一下
可以省些眼泪
多些笑容
吹着烟 好像吹着泡泡般 吹出各种形状 好可爱
何乐而不为?

寂寞的夜晚 烟也许是我最好的朋友

。。。

全世界都讨厌我










哭累了
好想睡了
可是还要读书
有考试呢
算了

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Green eyes monster...








WAH~ i had become green eyes monster! This is what my sisters called me.
I bought this pair of green contact lense from Sg Wang if I not remembered wrongly.

It is a new brand called IEnhancer.
It is the only brand that come with enlargement function and variety of colors.
And it is monthly use.(Most of the color contact lense for 3 months)
The material is better than the Grey Geo Lens that i bought online last time.
At least it won't feel "plastic".
It still feel soft like normal contact lense.
Forget to mention about the price, I bought it at rm50 ^^
Sadly, their choice only include those with black ring (outside the pupil).
I want those with nudy circle(Angel Series from GeoLens).
Like below: XD

The effect is just awesome.





It seems like I finally know to apply eyeliner properly.
At least this time, my eyes won't be smaller after i apply it.

First I have to draft out the line with eyeliner gel(Mugu) before I apply the liquid eyeliner(Monplay).
Those normal Eyeliner pencil and gel smudge easily on my eyes.
That's why, as a beginner of eyeliner user, I have to force myself to learn how to apply liquid eyeliner.
Mugu's eyeliner gel is easy to apply, but the color is not black enough and still smudge on my eyes.
Thats why i have to cover it with liquid eyeliner.
Both of the liquid eyeliner and eyeliner gel I bought it online.
Cheap and good. :)




Yea! New bag, finally.
The bag is big and shiny!
Blink blink, it's so ME. haha
Love it.
And the price oso make u, WOW!

New member! Dong Dong is coming!咚咚驾到!

咚咚咚呛!咚咚咚呛!
咚咚驾到!

名字:咚咚
年龄:不足两个月
性别:男
个性:爱玩,胆小,粘人,爱撒娇,爱咬东西,不爱睡,很会吃
魅力:无辜的眼神

Dong Dong, Less than 2 months old, boy boy.
Timid, Manja.
Don't like to sleep.
Love to play, Love to bite, Love to eat.
He just looks simply innocent and cute!


So mysterious...









DA LANG! It's me!


Want to interview me? Don't want lar... I'm Shy ...




Interview also need to stand up?? So mafan one?




Ok lar... let u take a picture. One ONLY!




Oops... 狗有三急...
Jiayi: See what you did?




Jiayi: Stop looking around. I am saying you, You!
Dongdong: Lolx... sorry lor...


naughty dong dong ...
:D

不要敷衍我

不想跟我讲话就不要讲
不想陪我就不用陪
不想去就别去

不要敷衍我!

臭人!



要如何学着原谅
原谅又需要多大的勇气
原谅还需要能够包容的心
恨一个人 并不容易
原谅一个人 更加艰难
还会恨 代表还有感情
对于你 我想原谅 我不想再恨 因为不想再对你有感情
对于你 我想原谅 我不想再恨 因为我还想爱你

Sunday, November 15, 2009

What's the point?

What's the point of going back?
When I can't even get a quiet moment at there.

I hate everyone. Every single one.
In that house.
Don't ask me to smile.
Don't ask me to be happy.
When u are the one who bring me sadness, despair and hopelessness
Continuosly...

I don't want to put on a gloomy face in front of u.
I always have a reason for being unhappy.
But why can't you understand?

No time for me, no money for me.
No food, no car, no freedom, no nice bed, no respect, no harmonization.
Nothing!
It's like the life in hell...

So what's the point of going back?
Damn it.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

半桶水

我不笨
可是不够人家聪明

我不丑
可是不够人家漂亮

我不矮
可是就不到指定高度

我不是很肥
可是却不瘦

我不是不会唱歌
却又不够人家厉害

我声音不难听
音色却不美

不是不会跳舞
却不够人家厉害

不是不会画画
却只会画美少女战士

不是。。。
却。。。

是不是都是半桶水?全部加起来也不够一桶。
“你觉得你比别人哪里强?”
从以前开始,interview/audition 都会问的问题.
我从来没有办法答出来.
你能告诉我答案吗?

我不是emo...
我只是有时候会想太多,钻牛角尖而已。。。
呵呵。


咚咚,不要emo...Smile :D

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

我不想要一个人

一个人的夜里
好可怕
为什么总是被噩梦纠缠。。。

为什么
我还是不能一个人承担
为什么
没有人能让我依靠
难道再也不能相信谁了吗?

我好想念
从前的日子
有朋友 有家人
因为相信 才会幸福

无助
无力
该睡了
希望噩梦不要再来纠缠
明天醒来
希望是带着微笑的

Monday, November 2, 2009

Back to School life

Here start my new semester!
The last 2 sem before my graduation...
Wow... It's fast isn't it?
I've been studying in Money Making University for 3 years! hahaha

How's my school life?
As usual, It's just So-so.

This sem I decided to work very hard on my academic and learn to lead a healthy life!
It's not guaratee of course.
Or should I say, usually i fail to do so. :(

This sem I'm taking Computer Graphic.
A very dangerous subject(to me) and it's an elective subject.
Which means, I'm not compulsory to take this subject
as I can choose other theoretical subjects from the list,
which is safe to me(I'm better in theory instead of practical, especially programming)
But this time, I'm gonna challenge myself!
With mission impossible!
Well, I hate programming.
A lot, A Lot.
But i love graphic.
Let's see how am I going to adapt the 3D environment...
God bless me.
Please don't let this subject fail me.
Jiayi, Be confident! and work hard also ... :P

Let's back to school life.
I've been slacking too much...
sleep eat sleep eat sleep eat... XD

Back to high school series! =D



If only MMU approve this kind of attire...
Nah, only the attire below is ALLOWED in MMU.
Sien ~.~
Long pants is freaking annoying...


Cow cow series... So cute :D
I mean the Top lar...



Random Casual Series


My collection of Clinchers!


I never realised that I've bought so many clinchers...
Most of them are left in the wardrobe, unused ...
Because I don't have the top to match them LOL
(Then buy so many for what?! answer: because it's cute? XD)
Thinking of selling some of them to get back some cash ><

The Long T I have hunted during Jusco Sale! Damn cheap. Guess what's the price? hehehe...



I never like Blue.
Just recently I had fall in love with Bright Color.
Yea, I want my life Fill up with COLORS ^^
This bright blue Long T attracted my eyeballs among the crowd of clothes.
The brand is Harajuku. That's why it's kinda Japanese look...
but mummy and my sister give me a comment which is very ... =.=
what they said:
"你好像站在马路边那些..."
If you get what I mean... >.<




This is so NOT me... And kinda scary. LOL!
just upload for fun. For you to see a different me. LOL! XD




This is natural me! Without eyebrow ... hahahaha


*End of post* Wee.. ^^