Monday, September 28, 2009
可是就 吃不对时间 睡不对时间
Thursday, September 24, 2009
作詞：鄔裕康/卓文萱 作曲：曹格 編曲：Isaac Lim
Monday, September 21, 2009
I miss my family...
I miss them so badly...
It's been one month since the last time i went back...
I used to go back to visit them once every 2 weeks...
The only place i feel safe and peace
The place i can laugh out loud, cry out loud
The place that surrounded with Love...
I'm feeling so
I never satisfied with what i have.
There's something missing in my life.
Some part of my heart is feeling empty...
There will be one day,
will fill it up for me.
And I hope it's tomorrow.
Although it is not possible.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
that i might lose all the things that i'm having now
and back to the same
i don't want to be left behind again
i'm fated to be a loner.
That's the reason that I don't wish to step forward anymore.
Don't give me hope
so that i won't fall into the valley of sorrow
when i'm left alone
I always know it
I will be abandoned one day
When you get back all your old sweet moment
I will back off
Although I hope that miracle occurs
That you will notice my existence
And put trust on me
and believe in me
Friends come and go
I know it
I already forget how to trust and rely on a friend
When i can't forget the way they left me
It's way too hurt
Sorry that I'm fragile
That pain tear me apart
Just leave me alone
When u can't promise that
you will be my friend forever
and stay with me when i need you?
Don't walk into my life
when you're going to leave anytime...
Monday, September 14, 2009
So today, Im going to flood this thread with lots of photossssssssssssss...
I warn u 1st, most of the photos are belongs to Ms Jiayi SS categories ...
Branded clothes? Can't afford?
We pick, and try, and shoot, and Go.
Clothes from Topshop, Miss Selfridge, Dorothy Perkins etc...
Do I looks like a present? A not so cute one ><
This dress is tooo Sweet! And it can match my cute little Pink bag =D
Pinky Polka dot Dress!
The cutting is so nice :)
Looks a bit old LOL
Polka dot! A little short for me :P
Cute puffy skirt! I love the way how the skirt "float" hahaha
Typical Punk Style Me
ahhh.. layer skirt *love*
Nice dress in CHIKAKO, not branded but still can't afford :(
Random Clothes in Nichii
Padini is expensive ... =.=
1st tube top, specially bought for Ms Alice birthday party at F.O.S
Fav evening dress *LOVE*
to be continue...
My SS partner- Miss Alice
张惠妹 我要快乐 歌词
Thursday, September 10, 2009
What's the next step should i take?
Why am i repeating the same mistake again and again?
Why do people lie?
Why do people act?
Why do people hide all their true feelings inside and put on an act to lie to me?
Stop lying, stop hiding, and stop acting in front of me.
Discover your true color.
Express your true feeling.
I'm tired of exploring, guessing, and searching...
I don't want to play hide and seek anymore.
I m a human being after all.
I'm not God.
I can't see through u.
I can't read you.
So, Please be honest with me.
No more lie.
Like what I'm doing now.
Even a small lie, U can make my trust in you collapse instantly.
all the acts
all the lies
I'm falling apart.
Thanks for everything...
Thanks for those who help me to present this song.
Thanks for those who listen to this song.
Thanks for the one who inspire me to write this song,
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
I was having my Nasi Lemak at 4 something in my office when I wasn't that hungry. Well, I bought it at Old town around 11am and brought it back to office. It was supposed to be my lunch. But i don't really had the appetite to eat it at all.
And the food, obviously is not that fresh already. It was keeping in a closed container for 5 hours. The rice and the egg, had turn sour. Aiks, who care. I don't want to waste the food. I might just spend a few more hours in the toilet later. I thought.
6pm. Everybody went home. Left me alone at office.
Well never mind. I can continue playing with my computer.
But suddenly my heart's beating hard. I thought it's normal.
I used to experience that when I get emo or stress.
That's why I didn't really bother about it.
But the feeling is getting stronger ...
It's like something stucked into my chest and make me hardly breath...
I sense something wrong.
The heart is beating so fast like it's going to stop anytime.
I'm out of breath.
I quickly pack my stuff and dash out from my office. Because there's NO ONE in the office!
I was heading towards FIT buidling. I tried my best to reach there asap as I told Laoda that I will meet him in his office earlier.
The time I arrived, Laoda hasn't reached yet. I was sitting alone in front of the office. Strengthless.
Breath in and breath out.
Try to relax myself.
I felt so helpless...
I was alone.
Nobody can help me.
Nobody has come across my mind...
Even there's someone, I doubt he will come to me ...
I called for my last solution, My Mum.
I'm too weak to say anything.
My body is shivering.
And my heart's still thumping fast.
The 1st word that came out from my mouth:
"Mum, I'm scared"
Finally I burst into tears.
I'm so scared that I think I will die.
Mummy asked me to pray to Jesus,
Jesus will save me.
And eventually, I felt better.
I hang up the phone.
And Laoda and Kenny arrived.
I'm So embarrased to let them see my swollen eyes.
And I still need to go to the toilet a while to calm myself down.
The heartbeat tempo id still fast. And my hand's still shivering.
My voice is still shaking.
It took me half hour for my condition to back to normal.
The whole process scared me enough.
I thought I'm going to die. LOL!
and I'm not sure whether is the basi Nasi Lemak cause this incident.
Is the Nasi Lemak that geng?
LOL... i got phobia dy...
Should I go for a medical check up?
Save it lar.
If really got problem nothing that i can do oso.
Scary ... T_T