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Friday, July 31, 2009

爱不是挂在嘴边的

爱不是挂在嘴边的 关心是要用行动表示的
我知道我也许真得很贪心
也许已经算是很多人羡慕的美满家庭了
可是我还是嫌不够
我想要更多

不要老是问我 我有没有不开心的事?
因为 当我不开心想述说的时候
你根本“没时间”听我说
或者也许 你只想听我诉说难过的事
而开心想分享的事 那就免了吧

我就是那么悲观 那么胆小
如果我的胆子再大一点的话
也许 我现在会呆在感化院里面

我从来没有把我的不满表达出来
总是藏在心里
压抑着 不让他爆炸
所以才没作出什么可怕的事情

可是压抑久了
心中的黑暗越来越强烈
也许我就是怀着恶魔的人
对世界越来越不满
对身边的人越来越憎恨
再也不会有幸福的事情
再也不需要相信任何人

一旦相信了 依赖了
就会时常产生怀疑
总感觉被背叛了 被辜负了
身边的人累了
我也累了
累得不想活了

眼泪 充满了怨恨 哀伤
还有呢 愤怒
我总是用这种安静的自残方式发泄情绪

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Speed New MV- Nettaiya Re-track& Wake Me Up


new banner of speedisback.blogspot.com
Speed in PURPLE!!!

Nettaiya New



Nettaiya Old



Speed look just gorgeous and graceful although the mv itself is simple.
I can feel sort of sad feel inside the mv...



Nettaiya (Tropical Night)
English Translation
Speed


It seems hopeless
I wanna be with you
Every time Give your love to me
I need you close
I wanna dance with you
You're too far away
You can't see my tears

If I was your girl
That would be so nice
And even though I could serve you always
Better than any other girl...
The only thing I think about in my head
Are those selfish thoughts
But when we meet I can't show it with my face
I won't say it, even if I die
Such a flawed personality

I want to sleep
I wanna be with you
Everytime I want your love
Who are you with now...
I won't lie to myself any longer
I can't be a good girl

Tonight is the year's hottest night
My body is so hot
But for some reason my heart is so cold
The wind... The night wind is getting stronger
Summer is coming to an end
Dawn is close

Just a few words
I wanna be with you
Everytime Give your love to me
I need you close
I want to dance with you
You're too far away
Even my words won't reach you

It seems hopeless
I wanna be with you
Everytime I want your love
What are you doing now...
I won't lie to myself any longer
I can't be a good girl

Wake me Up NEW



Wake me Up OLD


Personally I prefer the old version. They looks more natural and fresh in the old MV. Their outfit, song arrangement, and dance move just looks awkward to me... >.<

Latest Performance from Music Lover at OKINA




Their Latest Best Album

Quote from speedisback.blogspot.com


SPEED first self cover album will included re-recorded tracks of their hits. This album will be releasing on August 5 to commemorate SPEED anniversary. It will be 2 editions CD & CD+DVD and first press bonus for CD+DVD is a cell phone strap. Also they will start their nationwide tour on September 5.

You can pre order this album in CDJapan, Amazon Japan, HMV Japan and more

SPEEDLAND ~The Premium Best Re Tracks~

Catalog No.: AVCD-16186
Label/Distributor: avex trax
Format: CD
Number of discs (or other units): 2
Release Date: 2009/08/05

CD+DVD

CD Tracklist

01. Long Way Home
02. あしたの空
03. Body & Soul
04. STEADY
05. Wake Me Up!
06. ALIVE
07. White Love
08. Snow Kiss
09. Breakin' out to the morning
10. 熱帯夜
11. ALL MY TRUE LOVE
12. Precious Time
13. Go! Go! Heaven
14. my graduation

■DVD Tracklist
●Wake Me Up! 
●あしたの空(Re Movie)
●熱帯夜(Re Movie)
●Wake Me Up! (Making)
●熱帯夜 (Making)
●SPEEDの「笑うヨガ講座」
●カメラマン絵理子の「スタジオ探訪」

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Daicon Day 2 Update (My 1st TIme!!!)

Wake up at 8am to ready bcuz the final of the karaoke contest going to start at 11am...
Sh*t... my throat stucked! How am I going to sing at the early morning? When my throat is not ready yet and in such a bad condition... haih...

Today I get my Costume and hair style all by my own...
This is my 1st time to curl my hair by my own...
And the outcome is unexpectedly good!
Wow... I Never been so dolly before... *LOVE*
Now I become lady in pink ^^


And today I'm the 2nd Contestant.. Good. Since Im not the first and no need to wait too long also... Bad bad bad... Although My fren and the judge is Ok with my performance... But I m really NOT ok with my performance... Not my worse performance, but is my worst throat condition on stage ... Really cilaka =_= and the other contestants is perform much more better than yesterday! A big applause to them ^^
Btw, the song i sang: Moon Crying-Koda Kumi, Which i just learn it 2 months ago... I did sang the wrong lyrics :P But this song is suuuuuuuuuuuper nice... so sad... n im just loving it

Thanks to this blogger(sorry i dunno ur name >,< http://dreamingartemis.blogspot.com/2009/07/daicon-2009-day-2.html)


The artist! thx for ur pics ^^



OK... this RM5 one... no comment +_+seriously i think i can draw better than him... Or is it becuz i force a realistic style artist to draw a "dreamy" stye drawing?



Ok... picture picture and picture...

Cosplayer



I know! These 2 girls from Lucky Star!





Do we look like vampire and the princess... muahaha... This guy looks so attractive in his outfit! But i still cant figure out what race is him ... whatever... I am willing to bite by handsome vampire.. LOL


Mechandise

kore kore... kono badge ga hoshii....



Sailormoon Happy Family Card?@.@ Rm30... ehm... the drawing not so nice :P




New friend I knew from singing contest! Kori, a super friendly girl... cosplay as Cat woman... haha





Long time no see this little cutie dy... Phoebe chan desu!


Thx to Kori-chan! I get to experience the cosplay for 1st time! OMG! Im so excited!!!


Meow...


watashi wa usagi-chan desu ^^



With phoebe n mindy~



talk with bunny-chan~~


Sailormoon!!! OMG ... too bad the main 5 sailor is not around =.=

Forget to tell, I was cosplaying during Chihara Minori concert, so normally nobody will bother about my existence... hehe... who care... I Camhore till my camera battery flat =_=

Ok... Last but not least... Result...
I waited for so long... Till the concert end at 5pm... The crowd is already gone after the concert... Now only the Prize giving ceremony start, funny rite?

Ok... no 3... no my name, no2 no my name ...
........
............
...............
No 1
...................
........................
Toh Jiayi
??!!
Wth?
Ok lar... I noe is me although u pronounce it wrongly...



Unbelievable rite? Ya ... me too. Its so unreal. I got no fate with No1 since i was born!! everyday the highest rank i can get is no2!... Oh ... My... God!!!
I know i still got room for improvement... I will kanbatte!
But actually Im still doubt with my ability to get the no1 +_+


In case u guys are curious bout whats inside the bag... here they are... Don ask me how much i got... Im not going to tell :P muahaha....




Tips for singing: To sing a sad song, lets sad memories flow in ur mind... If dun hav oso nvm, try to imagine lar! I always got a lot of sad moment... Its easy for me to make them flow in my mind... And Maybe I just couldnt get over the sad memories...

Thx for those who hurt me n made me sad...
I can sing a good sad song bcuz of u...
and i can create a better song becuz of u...
And of course thanks to those who encourage n support me! Love ya ^^

Btw, I stay alone at home tat nite after the contest... kinda emo lor +.+ hehe, kidding lar... :P

Anyone who got my videos and pictures, pls send me ya!!! Love ya Muakssssssss! ^^

Daicon 09 Day 1 Update!

I was sooooooo bz and tired for the last weekend, finally got time to update my blog !
What am i bz with?
Its Daicon!
In case any of you dunno what kind of event is it,
It is an expo that has been created for the sole purpose of showcasing the latest and most innovative in the world of modern Japanese visual culture, from audio to video, print as well as interactive media.(Quote from http://daiconnews.com/about_d.php)

Saturday, Day 1, I didn't manage to capture many picture as I'm too nervous for the Karaoke Preliminary Stage...

战斗服。。。i know it looks weird >.<
Make up and hair style by Nana... Thx to her ^^


Cute figurine... My fav Haruhi! I love her bcuz I once "cosplay" as her, if u still can remember the Haruhi dance in the Gacc 2007 >.<







It's Kat-tun!!! Well, Im not actually a real fans of them, but i do like some of their song, and attracted by their handsome face... lol.. But there re still no enough reason for me to purchase their mechandise... unless is SPEED! muahaha....


Manage to take a few photo with the cosplayer ... I know in the 3rd photo my Expression is so WRONG... Im actually trying to act... Cool? LOL... Failed!

Karaoke Contest
Im contestant No 13, and I totally freaked out by the Superrrrrrrr Lauya sound system.
The background music hardly can be heard.
And I became so nervous as I only can heard my Vocal.
I ve to pull the mic far away enough from my mouth so that my voice won't cover the background music.
Luckily I din off pitch and key too much...
But actually these few weeks my throat have been suffering from inflammation and bla bla bla..
My vocal is actually in a very unstable condition.
And of course, Im sooo unsatisfied with my performance.
But luckily, I manage to memorize the super duper hard and fast lyrics. Which is Ayumi Hamasaki's song : Surreal...



Pls bear with it, I admit it is not good >.<>.<


This is the one who gain so much attention from the crowd during singing competition... He actually sing with his mask on... LOL
I dunno what it called lar... But its really ... Interesting.. LOL haha

Come to some SS pic....

Since when this dinosaur appeared at MMU? Sorry, I ve been away from my dear campus for too long... Since my supp paper... LOL... Did i told u I passed my Supp? Its act not really something proud ... :P


And I manage to get into final 10. Phew...
I was eating my lunch when they announce the result...
Walau.... I dash back to grand hall and get on the stage with sweaty face =_+

A tiring day. Went home after the announcent of the result of finalist...
Got to prepare for the final 2mr! >.<