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Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Photo sharing Time!




~New office Outfit~
Top from Nichii: Bought it within 5 min after i saw it. *LOVE*





~Family Photo before Christian Baptism Ceremony.~
Papa & Mama become angels! ^^


My daughters... *Wink*


Miss the Old days...



Was Requested to pose as a Bag promoter... *SHY*




Hey Hey! Plss don't drool over the pictures ya! Those girls are unavailable because they're MINE! Wohohoho!

Miss you girls... Love ya *Muaksss*






Thursday, June 25, 2009

Stupid Smoooooooker!!!



Why must people smoke when driving?
On a public bus somemore!!!
Stupid ... Stupid ... Stupid!!!

The stupid smell fxxking annoyed me during the whole journey...
Make me hardly can breath...
Grrr....

I want complain!!!
Why can a bus driver smoke on bus?!
Beside that, i spend 6 hours journey to back to my hometown. WTH?

It really Pissed me off ... I hate smoker...!!!

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Ribbon Maniac

Here is my collection of ribbon...
I never knew that i actually collect that much of ribbon products!
Its really coincidence!
I had collected so many ribbon product unconciously...
Now i know i love ribbon!
Its Ribbon Fever!! Hehe



My 1st high heel from Summit! I love it in purple!


This 2 inch high heel bought specially for catwalk performance for CNYE! Cool Black ribbon!



Sorry, it is dirty. And it is spoiled already:(



I love this hair band so much! It can match with any style!


Cute and sweet ! ^^


It is cheap, but still sweet ^^ i can buy a dozen... hoho





My 1st tube dress for Japanese cultural night performance...




Ahh... this ribbon is sooooooo Cuteee! Love it ^^



This bag never leave my side when i was on outing... :)


The collection still on increase... ngek...

TRALALA 福袋!!!

Finally I got time to come up a blog to share my Babies with u girls! Here come my Tralala stuffs! The most expensive clothes i ever bought... I fall in love with it at the 1st sight... And I decide to bought it after 1 months of consideration... Hehe It cost me a Bomb! But actually everything is worth the price because the clothes are imported Authentic Japan Brand and every of them actually cost more than RM80!


This set is included a dress, a jacket, a spaghetti top, two shirt, and a luggage case!
All the clothes are randomly distributed. So it's actually depends on your luck of what kind of clothes will you get. Its kinda risky... Somemore i bought it online! how daring m i...hehe
I had model the clothes, Pls have your vomit bags ready :P

Here they are...



The Luggage cage. Cute right?



The Wool Sweater... I can wear at Genting... hehe











The dress...



It is so smooooooth...


Tuesday, June 23, 2009

我到底怎么了

我好像越来越堕落了
生活没有重心
事事无成

自己的健康搞到一塌糊涂
连成绩都一落千丈

我不知道我还能够做什么?

告诉我

我不想怪任何人
是我自己太过情绪化
太容易被影响
是我自己的错

爸爸妈妈
对不起
我撒了谎
我不想你们难过

我对不起我自己。。。


Sunday, June 21, 2009

I actually...

I actually feel that ...
Someone is unhappy with me ...
Maybe there's not just one of them...
And I think I know the reason...

That's the reason ...
made me squeezed out from the gang...
or being despised by others...

I don't know whether i'm doing the right thing or not ...
But i just follow what my heart asked me to do...

I wonder how people look at me...
how they talk about me behind my back...
I don't care?
I'm lying if I said yes...

I was always having low self esteem during my school life.
I got not many friends.
Until I meet a few good friends during my secondary school.
But we're now separating from each other, heading to different way and leading different life now.

I treasure the friends I'm having now.
But the feeling is gone.
The feeling when somebody care for my existence in their space ...
Everything is changing.
Everything is different now.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

忽冷忽热

忽冷忽热
会感冒哦。。。

我曾经受到这样的对待
也这样对待过别人

我曾经认为我的第六感很准
曾经认为我很敏感

可是到最后
什么都是我一厢情愿
我的第六感都被否决
可是 过后我还是会想 也许他们是骗我的呢?
其实我猜得一点也没错呢?
无聊厚?

到底别人怎么想
我都不知道

每天花时间思考别人对我的看法
那个人喜欢我吗?
那个人讨厌我吗?
如果来世有的选,我会选择做蛔虫。

很累
成天思考这些无谓的事情让我觉得很累

别人对我好
我很开心
以前对我不好 突然间又对我好 我不介意
可是对我好一个星期后
又变得不是那么的好 我很介意
很乱厚?

我发现我总会被浪子吸引
Lol 其实自己都不知道浪子的意思
感觉上 浪子都是会负了身边爱他的人
我被负了吗?
:P

刚才坐在秋千上 看着playground
我想起了好久以前的回忆
真的好久

I'm Stressed

Ice princess is stressed!

对!你没有听错。冰公主也会感到压力。压力快把我融化了。

开始工作了。老板和老师不一样。在限定时间内不能完成task,你不会被扣分,而是会被讲。
只是被讲而已,还没被骂,就开始感到压力了。
冰公主很懒,在学校时代是众所皆知的。
没有到最后一分钟,绝不会碰作业。
这样比较刺激。。。
才怪 =。=
真的要改了。要不然随时可能会被sack掉,不只sack掉,还会被fail掉。。。


Supplementary exam 也是让我压力大的原因之一。
第一次被当掉。第一次要重考。第一次发现每个人都能check result了,我却不能。
因为我Under probation。


很羞耻。可是这是我应得的。
我自尊心很强。面子很重要。
成绩几烂都没关系。至少3.0以上。


现在,算什么?差到不敢告诉爸妈。
自己偷偷躲起来哭。
有多么懦弱阿?
现在,应该努力补救的时候,我又在做什么?
如果连supp都fail掉了,我又会怎样?


我,害怕。
我,需要安慰。
可是我不能告诉爸妈。
他们会难过,他们会失望。
我不要当他们朋友的女儿告诉他们她拿4.0时,他们只能默默叹气。
祈祷我能pass吧...



声音
好像坏掉了
最近我好讨厌自己的声音
不断听到别人对我的批评
我的声音不够完美
我知道的
所以我还在努力。
可是为什么声带好像被磨损了一样?
好难听
好难过



我曾经骄傲的琴艺
曾经让我骄傲的双手
生锈了
弹不出以前的水准
更加不用说比赛了
以前的战友 要我去观赛
说真的 我嫉妒 可是也羡慕
如果当初 我没来这里 我就不会放弃
可是做了的决定 不要后悔 也不能后悔

妈妈说 我是上帝赐给他们的宝贝
我知道 我是特别的
在地球上的每个人 都是特别的。
可是 我想要做的更好。
我想做更多人的宝贝
可以吗?

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Outing Picture Updated

This time our outing purpose is to celebrate my friend Leven's birthday.


Yooo! borrow his cap to act hip hop. haha


KLCC....



*I love my Hair..*



LEGO world!




Cool huh?






Cute Joey!


Its kinda unlike me huh? Haha ...


with Birthday Boy...

KLCC night view...


Group Photo



Birthday Boy and Girl




Me & Joey


This drink called Blow J** *ehmm*


The menu ... *ehmm*



Euphoria
It was my 1st time to club at KL.
Hm, The experience is not so bad.
Nothing too bad, except the music.
Trance is not suitable for dancing at all.
I prefer HipHop or RnB. Haha.
The DJ is repeating the same beat n rhythm again and again.
What the ... Sucks lor.
I didn't get to meet bad guy. Too bad XD
Cuz there re someone protect me all the way.
Or should I blame him for killing my opportunity to have an encounter with cute boys, hahaha...
Well, Nice experience.


Well, imagine me dancing on the stage?
Ok, Pls don't. >.<''' Anyway, No one would recognize me after I step out the club. :P